Monday, May 21, 2012

Outward.

How hard is it to feel good about yourself, outward appearance and all? Being constantly bombarded with images of women with the perfect body and wonderful outfits. And here I am, your average girl who's constantly in jeans and tees. Is that wrong? Is that lazy of me? 
Often enough I do have confidence and feel good about myself. Compliments do come my way, and I accept them. I have a boyfriend who thinks I'm beautiful and I am grateful. But it's still hard to look into the mirror and see what these people claim is there. I am no model. I don't know how to dress myself in the seasons hottest styles.
But at the end of the day does that even matter? 
Appearance is the initial attraction.  First appearance.

I'm at a cross roads of sorts.
Who's to know where it'll go.
Constantly changing and adapting.
It's probably due to me feeling older.

We will just have to wait and see.

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